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Posted May 12, 2015 by Patrick Lenton
It’s the biggest of days for Britain’s Prince David and his American fiancée, Caitlin Meadows – but twists in their tale will ensure that it’s not a conventional royal wedding by any means …
This free short is fantastic for all fans of The Prince and The Queen and bridges the gap between the two novels.Tagged: cover reveal, free, romance, royal, royal family, royal wedding, short
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Posted April 22, 2015 by Patrick Lenton
My name is Brendon Osmond. I’m a 25 year old post-graduate student who knows three things with absolute conviction. I know damn near everything there is to know about keeping in peak physical shape. I have a plan to make a lot of money from that knowledge. I’m an optimist who’s not easily rattled. But then the girl I fell in love with almost two years ago texts me out of the blue and everything I know is thrown out the window.
Am I rattled?
Not until I fly to the other side of the world and discover the girl I fell for has kept a very big secret from me.
A secret that mocks all my knowledge of the human body and how to keep it healthy.
A secret that shatters my plans for my own personal training business.
A secret with my eyes.
A secret who needs me more than I can comprehend.
Ask me again if I’m rattled.
Now ask me if I’m still in love.
Perfect for fans of The Fault in Our Stars and Nicholas Sparks, Unforgettable is the second book in the Always series that began with Unconditional.
Unforgettable goes on sale soon, and is available for preorder now!Tagged: cover reveal, new adult, romance, Unforgettable
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Posted April 1, 2015 by Patrick Lenton
We’re super excited that ALL THAT SPARKLES by Claire Boston, Book Two of The Texan Quartet is coming out on April 23rd. To celebrate, we’ve got a month long blog tour featuring some AMAZING blogs, websites and authors who will be reviewing the book, or spotlight, interviewing or hosting guest posts. Watch this space!
1st April 2015
In Their Own Right – I’m visiting my critique group member, Teena Raffa-Mulligan and giving a glimpse into my writing sanctuary and my writing process
3rd April 2015
Amanda Pillar – how I wrote All that Sparkles
What Goes on Tour GoodReads giveaway starts
6th April 2015
7th April 2015
10th April 2015
Momentum Moonlight blog – Clothes, Identity and the Fashionable Romance
11th April 2015
Darkside Down Under – I’m talking about a day in my writing life and how it has changed in the last six months
13th April 2015
Interview with Beauty & Lace
15th April 2015
Christian Barker is the Hump Day Hunk on AusRom Today
16th April 2015
Duncan Lay and I are doing a blog swap and talking about extremes of love – WARNING there are SPOILERS here
17th April 2015
I’m visiting Kylie Scott over on Facebook and giving her a sneak peak at some of All that Sparkles
20th April 2015
21st April 2015
Beauty and Lace review
Romance Junkies – an excerpt of All that Sparkles
22nd April 2015
Book’d Out – an excerpt of one of my favourite scenes in All that Sparkles
23rd April 2015 – Release Day!!
24th April 2015
Give Me Books – Review
27th April 2015
I’m visiting another critique group member today, Juanita Kees and talking about why I love romance series
28th April 2015
Mae Archer is interviewing me today
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Posted February 16, 2015 by Achala Upendran
Valentine’s Day approacheth, and with it the looming spectre of that movie’s release. You know the one I’m talking about—the one that started out as a piece of heavily reviewed Twilight fan fiction and then snowballed into a three book deal. The one with the protagonists creatively named Steele and Grey. Yup, that’s the one.
I haven’t read the Fifty Shades series, so I can’t really comment on it, but the fact that it’s releasing on a day hailed as ‘the’ day to celebrate romantic love is quite amusing. If nothing else, it attests to the fact that love comes in all sorts of strange forms, and with a bunch of strange fetishes. To get into the spirit of things, I’ve compiled a short list of the most stirring, strange and downright scintillating love stories in fantasy lit that I have read in my (thus far) brief life.
The Moste Tragic Affair : In my opinion, Aeneas (of Virgil’s Aeneid) pulled the original Loving Hero Paradox. When he and his crew were shipwrecked in Carthage (in North Africa), they were taken in and sheltered by the Queen, Dido. Being a handsome, brave, smart and driven man, Aeneas took little time to win her heart, and soon the two were inseparable, to such an extent that she was neglecting her kingdom and he had thrown his quest to found Rome on the backburner. Finally, Aeneas realised that he had to get a move on, and possibly starred in the first great break-up scene in Western literature, where he gave Dido all the lines that would soon become classics like, it’s not you, it’s me, I am doomed to do this great deed and cannot get sidetracked by the pleasures of love, if I had my way, I would never leave you, etc. Being a rather emotional being, Dido built herself a funeral pyre and threw herself onto it, just when Aeneas was pulling away from shore. Later, when they crossed paths in the underworld, she refused to give him the time of day.
If Aeneas was the original Loving Hero, Dido was the first Taylor Swift. She knew that boy was trouble when he walked in.
Part Time Lovers and Full Time Friends: I know this is a bit of an odd choice, but I’ve always been a Hermione/Ron shipper, regardless of what JKR might say about him being the wrong guy for her. For one thing, this is the one couple who never have any ‘I cannot be with you because I must save the world/you from myself’ drama and they’ve seen each other at their absolute worst and learned to put up with it. Plus, I think it’s super sweet how the whole ‘opposites attract’ thing plays out between them: where Ron is laid-back, Hermione is over-zealous with her planning; where Ron is an improviser who operates (like Harry) on gut instinct, Hermione is a rational, theoretically-minded kind of girl. In many ways, this is a fantasy romance for any high-strung type A girl—to find a man as accepting and unthreatened (well, he eventually gets there) as Ron.
Love the Way You Lie: So the Wheel of Time series, like the Harry Potter books, is all about how (spoiler) love will save the world. Rand, the hero, is saved by his ability to love, to care for his fellow men. Rand is also saved by his immense love for and attachment to three very important women, but the most steadfast of those is, arguably, Min. Unlike most of the other characters in this series, Min has no special defensive powers, is not royalty and stays by Rand’s side through the darkest of times, literally almost dying for her dedication. I do find her need to be around him, regardless of his temper tantrums, a little disturbing, so as much as I like her, that’s why I’ve slotted this in this particular category.
The Love that Dare not Speak its Name: But most everyone knows about anyway. This title obviously goes to my favourite incestuous couple—Jaime and Cersei Lannister from G.R.R. Martin’s A Song of Ice and Fire. It’s a true testament to Martin’s genius that he manages to get his readers emotionally invested in these incestuous psychopaths. I don’t know about you, but I sort of do find myself rooting from J and C to win through and (knowing the ways of Westeros) die together. What can I say—if you write it well, obviously even incest isn’t a barrier to ‘true love’.
Never Let Me Go: There are so many, many stories about death inserting itself rather rudely between lovers, right from Romeo and Juliet to Patrick Swayze and Demi Moore in the movie Ghost. But then, there are those lovers who refuse to let that be a concern, and march bravely into the face of it in order to yank back their better halves. My favourite in that line? Definitely Luthien the Super Elf and Beren from Tolkien’s Silmarillion. No character, regardless of gender or race, accomplishes as much as Luthien in Tolkien’s universe. Literally going to the halls of death to plead with the (for all intents and purposes) resident god to send her lover back? All in a day’s work for Luthien. I’m waiting for the Peter Jackson to make a movie about her.
Of course there are tons more, but to go on forever would no doubt be exhausting. And besides, who wants to sit around reading lists when they can write their own epic romance narratives, literally or figuratively? Or, best of all, both?Tagged: A Song of Ice and Fire, epic fantasy, epics, Game of Thrones, GRR Martin, Harry Potter, love stories, Robert Jordan, romance, The Lord of the Rings, Tolkien, Valentine's Day, Wheel of Time
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Posted January 15, 2015 by Achala Upendran
If you’re a book nerd, whether a rabid reader or a writer, or both, chances are at some point in your life you have fallen head over heels in love with a character from a book. This is slightly different from falling in love with someone in a movie, and potentially more devastating. As someone who’s felt the sting of this kind of love many times, I think I’m perfectly qualified to talk about it, and present you a guide of what you should and should not do when this evil snake enters your literary garden of Eden.
The signs of the literary crush are innocuous, and much like those that herald a real crush. You will find excuses to talk about this person to your friends (or your forum boards), you will look up fanart, you will spend hours daydreaming about them and what they get up to in the time they’re not spending adventuring or sword fighting or pondering existential truths. You will also cruise various actors’ IMDB pages and think about who, if anyone, could bring this person to life most accurately, and then come to the conclusion that no mere mortal could do him/her justice.
You will also start to feel a powerful attraction for people who look vaguely like this character, or your imagining of him/her. This can be problematic, especially if the real life equivalent is already romantically entangled. Oh well, unrequited love does have a certain appeal, doesn’t it? At least it will help you flesh out that angsty novel if you have firsthand experience.
How Will Society Respond?
Luckily, we live in an age where social media has raised our embarrassment thresholds significantly. We are no longer ashamed to admit to attractions to fictional characters, if we ever were. In fact, falling madly in love with one is now considered a rite of passage, nearly, and if you haven’t felt the sting of Cupid’s arrow when confronted with a name printed on a piece of paper, then you are so not deep. What kind of girl reads Pride and Prejudice and doesn’t fall for Darcy, I ask you?
To be perfectly honest, I didn’t, but then again I fell for Theon Greyjoy from A Song of Ice and Fire so obviously I’ve got some problems.
If you have good, supportive, similarly crazy friends, they will understand your predicament and not roll their eyes too obviously when you go into one of your monologues about your current flame. Hopefully they will restrict their ‘voicing concerns’ conversations to behind your back, and present you with pieces of framed fan-art and ironic T-shirts to signify how much they love you and are ready to love whoever you bring to the group.
Even if this partner is just a name in a book.
What You Can Do
Thankfully, the really intense period of most literary crushes does not last too long (in my experience at least). The human heart, for all its frailties, has one great redeeming quality:
It gets over things.
If it’s not fed a diet of hope and reciprocated feelings, your crush will eventually diminish, leaving you with naught but a faint soft corner for this one particular character. It’s no fun being crazy about someone who a) doesn’t know how you feel and b) does not physically exist.
If you’re not interested in letting time take care of your overriding obsession with Darcy, Jo March, or the Red Viper of Dorne, here are some things you can do to speed up the process:
Read Fanfiction: The internet is never at a loss when it comes to fanfiction, the labyrinthine subculture of fandom. Fair warning: once you’re hooked on these sties, it’s really, really difficult to stop talking ‘ships and alternate universes (AUs) and slash (same sex relationships).
Write Fanfiction: How better to work a romantic entanglement out of your system than to purge it through writing about it? It’s like therapy, only you get to play God with the character you’re crazy about.
Try getting hooked on another book: Put your lover’s book away. Pick up something else, with equally compelling characters, a well plotted storyline, and lose yourself in a new universe where you can find new people to admire. Cons to this: you might just find yourself repeating the crush process with an entirely new person. But it’s a risk worth taking.
All said and done, I have never regretted a literary crush. It’s a true testament to a writer’s ability to conjure a believable character. Imagine that— creating something out of pure words and imagination and compelling someone sitting halfway across the world to experience romantic feelings for what you’ve written? It’s just one of the amazing gifts, or scarily intoxicating powers, that writers, and stories, have.
Share your stories. Which fictional characters have you fallen head over heels for?Tagged: fanfiction, Game of Thrones, Jane Austen, lord of the rings, love, Meryl Streep, Pride and Prejudice, romance
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Posted November 7, 2014 by Achala Upendran
I’ve been thinking a lot about Ginny Weasley. You could put this down to reading The Half Blood Prince again, where she leaps out of the background of the mill of Hogwarts students and assumes the vaunted title of ‘love interest’ for our hero. You could also pin this down to certain ruminations brought on by events unfolding around me, but that’s quite beside the point.
What’s the deal with Ginny Weasley? She’s smart and pretty and a wonderful Quidditch player, so obviously she’s got all the elements needed to be a popular girl. In the course of two books, she dates three boys, not a staggeringly high number, but certainly more than any other girl in the series (besides, significantly, Cho Chang). She’s capable of attracting a snooty Slytherin, Blaise Zabini, and of impressing the selective Slughorn. Evidently, she’s quite something in the Potterverse.
And yet, for all her awesomeness, Ginny is never made privy to the secret of the Horcruxes, never becomes part of Harry’s inner circle in his mission to destroy Voldemort. Sure, she has a vague idea that he, Ron and Hermione are up to something of crucial importance to the war effort, but she doesn’t know exactly what. Nor does she seem to push too hard to find out what it is. Harry’s reasoning for leaving her out of things is clear: he doesn’t want to endanger her. And Ginny, being perfect, accepts this without question, even going so far as to say ‘I knew you wouldn’t be happy unless you were hunting Voldemort. Maybe that’s why I like you so much.’
Hey, I just realized Ginny uses his name too.
Ginny, for all her awesomeness, is something Harry has to protect, and in order for him to do that, he has to deny himself both her company and any obvious display of attachment (in this case, dating her). But, at the same time, if we are to believe Dumbledore, his ability to be attached to Ginny, to ‘love’, is the power that holds him in his stead against Voldemort. This is underscored when, in the Forest, it is Ginny’s face that bursts into his mind when the Dark Lord levels the Avada Kedavra at him.
Ginny is the centre of what I have rather creatively dubbed the Loving Hero Paradox (TM). This paradox plays out every time the hero of a fantasy or superhero saga resists love/shuts beloved away because he is afraid that she will fall prey to the evils of the foe, but then, ironically, relies (un)consciously on his feelings for her to distinguish himself ideologically from the villain he fights. This happens time and again in novels/movies where there’s a good versus evil fights; consider Rand in Robert Jordan’s Wheel of Time or even Peter Parker in the Sam Raimi directed Spiderman.
In Harry’s case, the turn away from Ginny is a rather half-hearted move, considering the wizarding world is so small that their association with him makes the Weasleys a well-known and obvious target anyway, even without the addition of romance. Besides, just because he wants her to stay out of it doesn’t mean Ginny actually sits around tamely waiting to be rescued. She’s one of the leaders of the internal resistance in Hogwarts, going so far as to attempt to break into Snape’s office in a misguided attempt to steal the sword of Gryffindor.
Of course, this move begs the question of what on earth the kids hoped to achieve by doing that. How were they planning to get it to Harry? Did they really know that Harry needed it? I don’t recall Harry ever telling Ginny that Dumbledore had left him the relic. This is one of those random moves that Rowling pulled in Deathly Hallows that requires a deal of explication.
What really bugs me about the Loving Hero Paradox is the fact that it’s so very… male. the only female character I’ve seen pull this ‘oh I can’t be in a relationship because I have better things to do’ line is Katniss Everdeen (and hey, it’s completely justified in her case because honestly, I don’t think she really knows what she feels for either Peeta or Gale until far into the books) and Egwene in Wheel of Time. And even Egwene wasn’t averse to a little romance—she just didn’t have time to deal with Gawyn’s drama until she had cemented herself as leader at a crucial juncture in the war against the Shadow.
Perhaps this has to do with the fact that not all that many fantasy/superhero novels or movies are centred on a female protagonist, and so we don’t meet all that many heroines who have to choose between being publicly in love and saving the world. When there are more such gems floating around in the market, we might be able to take a more informed call.
So no, I don’t support Harry’s rather lousy move of breaking up with Ginny at the end of Half Blood Prince. Not only did he choose to do it in a public location, in full glare of the media, at a funeral (man, what an ass. He’s worse than Peter Parker in some respects), but he also was stupid enough to believe that Ginny would sit tight and stay safe on his say-so. He really didn’t know her very well, did he?
I am so glad she proved him wrong.
Tagged: Daniel Radcliffe, fantasy, Ginny Weasley, Harry Potter, hunger games, Jennifer Lawrence, Katniss, love interest, romance, Wheel of Time, young adult
Posted October 29, 2014 by Michelle Cameron
I am in a world deeply strange and strangely deep, a world as different from my old life as it’s possible to be, and it feels completely natural.
An unexpected encounter with a handsome stranger in a Russian wood changes the life of 22-year-old traveler Helen Clement forever, catapulting her into a high-stakes world of passion, danger, and mystery. Tested in ways she could never have imagined, she must keep her own integrity in a world where dark forces threaten and ruthlessness and betrayal haunt every day.
Set against a rising tide of magic and the paranormal in a modern Russia where the terrifying past continually leaks into the turbulent present, Trinity is a unique and gripping blend of conspiracy thriller, erotically charged romance and elements of the supernatural, laced with a murderous dose of company politics. With its roots deep in the fertile soil of Russian myth, legend, and history, it is also a fascinating glimpse into an extraordinary, distinctive country and amazingly rich culture.
Trinity comes out on November 13 in all good ebook retailers!Tagged: fiction, koldun code, romance, sophie masson, trinity, Urban Fantasy
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Posted April 24, 2014 by Mark
This week we talk about the books that have scared us and what makes them scary. We also discuss the return of Game of Thrones, the under-representation of romance at writers’ festivals and discuss the books we’ve been reading this week.
What we’re reading
Tagged: Game of Thrones, horror, podcast, podmentum, romance
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Posted January 22, 2014 by Mark
In Italy, passion and danger share the same bed.
When Ornella vacations in Sicily, she meets Hugh, an archaeologist working on a dig in the beautiful town of Taormina. Hugh convinces Ornella to join him on a trip to the island of Stromboli, where they hike up a live volcano at dusk.
After a passionate night together Ornella, an actress usually focused on her career, suspects she’s in love. But after breakfast the next morning, Hugh vanishes.
Ornella is left with Hugh’s phone, sunglasses and a sudden end to the love affair she thought she didn’t want. Desperate to know if Hugh ran out on her or if he’s met with disaster, she wants to search for him. But with an important screen test in Rome and her agent impatiently waiting for her, Ornella faces a dilemma.
Little does she know the danger Hugh is in – and that she is the key to his survival.
Tagged: for one night only, momentum moonlight, new release, out now, phillipa fioretti, romance
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Posted December 11, 2013 by Mark
Q stalked, pressing down the outside of each foot before rolling onto the ball. She was quiet, but not silent. She hoped the background screech of birds would cover her.
She moved uphill toward the cabin, shivering in the chill shade. The sun had already slid past the peak of the mountain and breakfast seemed long ago.
Q slowed when she neared the cabin, then stopped behind a large trunk. There were sounds inside – the steady murmur of a single voice. Was the man talking to himself? Princess Starla had died horribly in the bush. This freak had been nearby. Every time Q saw him, he had a gun, and the last time she saw him, he’d pointed it at her. What if the only dangerous thing out here was the fat man?
She pictured the cabin’s configuration. There were two windows at the front and one door. Another window lay on the west wall and two on the east. She didn’t know about the rear. There might be another door. She would have to make sure he didn’t escape through an unseen exit and double around to surprise her. Q didn’t know if she was here to talk, raid supplies or fight, but she was ready for all three. She’d find out soon enough.
Left foot, right foot, left foot, pause. Drop below the line of the windows. Creep forward. Pause.
She was below the window at the front of the cabin now. The monologue continued but no longer sounded like a man talking to himself – it was a radio. That was good, because it meant he might not be insane, and she might get to listen to the news. It was also bad. If he wasn’t in there talking to himself, he might not be in there at all. He could be anywhere. Hiding in the trees. Lining her up in his sights right now.
The back of Q’s neck itched.
Ignoring it, she crept over to the door and tested the handle. It turned. She slid it open and slipped inside.
Q was so overwhelmed by the smell of stale cigarette smoke that at first she couldn’t pick out the details in the dark interior. When her eyes adjusted, she saw a table, a one-burner gas cooker on the floor, a mattress in one corner. A man sat on the only chair, a lit cigarette between two fingers. He wasn’t listening to his radio any more – all his attention was on Q.
It was the first time she had seen him unarmed. Good timing.
They regarded one another. Q registered more details in the room without breaking eye contact. There was almost nothing on the floor. The walls were covered with guns mounted in brackets, mostly bolt-action rifles, but also pistols and shotguns and three semi-automatics. She recognized a .22 target rifle and a .32 pump action, the kind she used sometimes on the range. His armory was better than the one they had at her club.
Ash fell from the man’s cigarette.
Q spoke. “What are you, some kind of American?” She gestured to the weapons on the walls.
The man laughed.
He’d need to take two steps to get to his nearest gun. Q could get to him faster than that. She relaxed a fraction, then saw something even more reassuring. On the table in front of him, beside the radio, was a book. Apocalypse Z.
Q sauntered over. “Thank God,” she said. “I thought you were some kind of weirdo.” She pointed to the radio. “Outbreak?” she said.
“Class Three,” he said.
“Q,” she said, extending her hand.
He shook it. “Dave.”
He stood and offered her the chair. She giggled at the chivalry, but stopped when she saw his expression. It didn’t look as if he entertained much. She thanked him and sat down.
They listened to the broadcast as the last of day’s light disappeared and the room filled with darkness. The reports said that people were bitten, then they stopped eating everything except raw meat. They slept a lot and were very thirsty, then didn’t drink or eat at all. Then they turned into flesh-eating monsters.
“How far has it spread?” Q said.
Dave grunted. “Dunno. Damn reporters. Useless.”
“Sydney?” Q asked.
He grunted in the affirmative.
“Canberra?” she said.
He grunted again. “The pollies turned. It’s bloody mayhem.”
“Who’d have thought Parliament was run by a bunch of brain-dead monsters?” Q guffawed, then stopped. A Class Three outbreak meant anyone in a built-up area was in trouble, and the situation would get worse. The people who tried to help—doctors, cops, leaders of any kind—would be the first to get bitten and turn. Every hour made friends into enemies. Her eyes prickled. Never mind her crew, they could look after themselves. But what were the chances for her dad? Could a tubby alcoholic who couldn’t waddle uphill escape the hordes? Would the kelpie do any better?
“Sorry about the hippy,” Dave said, misinterpreting her expression.
“Thanks,” said Q. “I thought you might have done it at first. But the bullet holes were clean. You shot her after she died.”
Dave nodded and recited a line as comforting as a nursery rhyme. “Two in the head …”
Q finished it for him. “… make sure it’s dead. You got the thing that attacked her?” she said.
“Yeah.” His face drew tight. “I shot it in the head. It wouldn’t fall. I kept shooting till it did.”
Q filed this disturbing news away for later reference. “Thanks for the firewood,” she said, steering him away from a memory that upset him. Apocalypse Z could only prepare you so much.
Dave shifted. “Might scare them off.”
Q swore and leaped to her feet. “I gotta get back. I left them at the campsite.”
“The hippies?” Dave asked.
Tagged: a single girl's guide to the zombie apocalypse, excerpt, humour, JT Clay, romance, zombies
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Posted November 13, 2013 by Mark
The following is an excerpt from A Single Girl’s Guide to the Zombie Apocalypse by JT Clay, a novel about hippies, zombies, friendship and love.
“What are you making?” Q asked.
“It’s an altar to the spirit of the river,” Rabbit said. They had reached the stream and were dangling their feet into the snow-melt water. Q was throwing in sticks. Rabbit was piling up a cairn of smooth stones.
“Really?” she said, embarrassed on his behalf.
“I’m messing with you. It’s a pile of rocks. But it’s funny that people stack rocks when confronted by natural beauty. It might be a ritualistic act that honors nature, buried deep within the collective subconscious.”
“We vegans frighten you, don’t we?”
“No! Not at all!” said Q. “Okay, yeah, but you and Angela are cool.”
“Thanks. That’s the least awkward thing you’ve said all morning.”
Rabbit sniffed. “What’s that smell?”
“It’s my new fragrant spray,” Q said, glad she had made the effort this morning. “It’s called Ocean Flowers.”
“Oh,” said Q. “I guess.”
“Cool. I like algae.”
They dangled and they sat. Q, not used to being in the wilderness without a map icon to click on, tried to orient herself. They were a long way west of Sydney, high up in mountain country. The air was cool and rich and full of earthy scent. The ground poured into gullies and choked on shrubs. There were no power lines, no roads, no straight lines from anything man made. They were in someone else’s land.
The quiet of the morning was interrupted by Q’s regular slap! whack! at mosquitoes and ants. After a while, Rabbit intercepted her hand.
Her face burned and her belly flipped. He was holding her hand!
“They’re part of the bush,” he said. He let go of her hand and turned back to the stream. “Let them be.”
Q sighed. It was nothing after all. “Things are biting me,” she said. “Anything less than extreme self-defense would be weird.”
Rabbit grinned and steered away an inch ant with a stick. “She’s all right,” he said. “You have to be— ow!” He sucked his finger and breathed through his nose. Q giggled.
A movement on the bank downstream caught Q’s eye. She couldn’t make sense of the image at first. Something large and brown lurked in the trees, hunched over the edge of the water. Was it drinking?
No. Not drinking. Another color poured from the creature into the stream. Red. The brown shape was the heart of an expanding pool of red.
Q tapped Rabbit on the shoulder, put a finger to her lips and pointed at the shape. He didn’t see it at first.
“What’s there?” he said. Q waited for the image to make sense, then decided she preferred the abstract version.
“It’s creepy old caretaker guy,” she said. “He’s washing something in the river. Something bloody.”
The man stood up and disappeared into the bush. Q waited until he had gone, then walked downstream to the spot where he had been. There were footprints and blood on the river stones, but the creek itself had washed clean. She didn’t like that man. He reminded her of Chapter Seventeen, The Survivor Type and how to avoid being eaten by one. She returned to Rabbit and scribbled in her little black book.
“Are you writing about our walk in your diary?” Rabbit asked.
“No— yes— sort of.” She put the notebook away.
“What do you write about? Your fears and doubts?” Rabbit asked.
“Sometimes. Like, have you ever noticed that the things that scare us the most aren’t just monsters, but monsters that can turn us into one of them?”
“I know exactly what you mean,” Rabbit said.
Q grinned. He understood! “Vampires and werewolves and zombies,” she said.
“Lawyers,” Rabbit said, shaking his head. “I’m surrounded by them every day. All I want to do is sing folk and make the world a better place and I’m terrified that one day, I’ll forget all that and start overbilling on my time sheet.” He looked so sad.
“Cheer up,” Q said. “I reckon that fear is more common than you think.”
“Kate does not agree,” Rabbit said. “She says I’m wasting my life. She thinks I’m a failure.”
“You? Nah. Anyway, how do you measure success? Your first job? Your first house? Your first stalker?”
“I don’t need to be the best at anything,” Rabbit said. “I just want to be a better person.”
“Me too,” Q said. “I just want to be a person.”
Rabbit’s fingers drifted to a piece of cord at his throat and he pulled out another wooden snake pendant, almost identical to Pious Kate’s, except that this one had glinting green eyes instead of red.
He’d made them matching necklaces.
“That’s pretty,” she said, kicking water and thinking corrosive thoughts.
Rabbit dropped the snake as if it had bitten him. Maybe he was thinking corrosive thoughts, too.
“Kate came up with the design,” he said, glum. “She gets upset if I don’t wear it.”
“What’s the deal with you two?” Q asked in a careful tone, in case she got an answer she didn’t like.
Rabbit watched the moss-covered rocks beneath the surface of the water. “We’ve been best friends since kindergarten,” he said.
“My best friend’s in kindergarten, too,” Q said.
“We were thrown together. The only two vegans at school.”
“Oh!” said Q, with sudden understanding and relief. “You were the little Cantonese kids!”
“What?” Rabbit’s face crinkled into that expression so familiar to Q because it was what people wore when they were trying to interpret her.
“The two kids who didn’t fit in. You smelled weird. You had weird food. Your parents were weird. Everyone picked on you.”
“Thanks for bringing it all back,” Rabbit said.
“But it’s okay now,” Q said. “No one cares any more. We’ve grown up.” Q thought of her online crew. They would never have found each other as children, but as adults they stood together against the darkness, with Jeremiah BownZ off to one side and downwind – acceptance had its limits.
Should she venture a hand onto his shoulder? Or just throw herself on top of him and pin him to the ground for a kiss? It was a flawless plan, unless he knew Brazilian Jiu-Jitsu. She was about to make her move when he spoke up.
“We should head back,” he said. He put on his sneakers. “You need to soak the lentils.”
“You’re rostered on to cook tonight.”
Q guffawed. Rabbit did not join her. “No, seriously?” Q said.
“Sure,” said Rabbit. “We take turns.”
What would these hippies expect? Would she have to do it alone? Would Angela help? “Me and my dad don’t do much fancy cooking at home.”
“Make a dish you’ve made before,” Rabbit said. “What do you usually eat?”
“Takeaways. Microwave dinners. Sometimes Dad makes dyslexia stew, where he accidentally replaces every ingredient in the recipe with the wrong one, then adds bacon. It was good once.”
She could tell by his tone that she had lost face. What had she said? She dropped her head and concentrated on tying her shoelaces, which were much more difficult to fasten than they had been for the past eighteen years. “It’s not like I don’t know how to cook. Sometimes I grill up a couple of ginormous steaks, two huge piles of beef, and we smother them in barbecue sauce on the grill and cook them rare so they’re all gooey and bleeding inside…” She stopped talking. Rabbit was pale. He looked like he was about retch. She took a step back. “I mean—”
There was a brain-shattering scream from the direction of the camp, followed by four clear gunshots. After a pause there were several more shots in quick succession.
“Thank God,” said Q. She ran toward the sounds.
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Posted October 24, 2013 by Mark
It’s the old story. Girl meets boy. Girl loses boy. Zombies attack.
Q, a trainee kindergarten teacher and martial arts expert, wants to woo beautiful vegan, Rabbit, but doesn’t know how. Her luck turns during the zombie outbreak. She teaches Rabbit and his hippie friends how to make war, not love, and does her best to save him from the living dead.
But can she defeat evil ex-girlfriend, Pious Kate? And can love survive the end of the world?
Zombies. Not just another eating disorder.
A Single Girl’s Guide to the Zombie Apocalypse is the debut novel from JT Clay and won the 2010 Olvar Wood Fellowship Award.
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Posted October 17, 2013 by Mark
It had been two years, eight months and twenty-three days since Ella Lucas had last done the horizontal rumba. And even then it hadn’t been very good.
With the powerful Harley throbbing between her legs, she was acutely aware of every asexual minute. The machine pulsed against her, taunting barren places, reminding Ella of her depressingly sexless existence. Was it possible to orgasm on the seat of a Harley?
She revved the engine. Lock up your husbands, Huntley, Rachel’s daughter is back in town.
Her red lips twisted in a bitter smile. Nearly two decades since she’d been in her hometown and it was still driving her nuts. Seventeen years she’d spent in this speck on the map trying to do the right thing, trying to be her mother’s opposite, playing the good girl. Until she’d cracked under the pressure of it all and just walked away. And still they tarred her with the same brush. It had taken them all of forty-eight hours to make her feel like that powerless and frustrated teenager again.
So today she was determined to give them what they’d always wanted. Proof. Real proof. Something sound to gossip about once she’d hightailed it out of this one-horse town. Something to truly damn her. Something for them all to nod sagely over and say, See, we were right, the apple never falls too far from the tree.
And she intended having a damn fine time doing so too.
Ella thundered into Huntley’s main street. Remnants of some teenage sixth sense alerted her to the twitching of curtains as she flashed by. No doubt their owners were staring open-mouthed, their disapproving frowns mirroring their judgmental minds. The sun beat down, heavy on her shoulders, and the black tar of the main street shimmered in her wake. It could have been any of a hundred main streets in outback Australia—wide, with a strip of central parking down the middle. Evenly spaced pepperina trees cast much needed shade over the sweltering vehicles.
A monument to the fallen from the Great War took pride of place in the center of the street. Her great-grandfather’s name was engraved on the white marble. Her mother, who had never known her grandfather, had taken particular pride in that. Ella had been chosen to lay the wreath there the Anzac Day she was in seventh grade and her great-grandfather’s name had jumped out at her as she’d placed the wreath of red poppies at the base. How she had envied Grandpa Lucas his fleeting freedom from mediocrity that day.
Four pubs dominated the corners of the main intersection, their corrugated roofs and wide verandahs complete with fancy wrought-iron lacework unchanged in over a century. The bank, the chemist, the beige austerity of S.J. Levy’s law practice, the drapers and the Huntley café—complete with the same blue-and-white striped awning from her childhood—stood exactly as they’d always been.
It was like entering a time warp. Not even the advent of two-dollar shops had infected the Huntley streetscape.
People stopped dead on the footpath as she passed, their heads turning to track the path of the noisy motorcycle. Business owners stared askance through their shop windows, craning their necks to see if a marauding biker gang had moved into town.
Ella ignored them all. She was on a mission. She was a successful career woman who had long ago cast off the shackles of Huntley. Her blood thrummed through her veins as she parked the bike and dismounted, her reckless mood ratcheting even further.
The townsfolk still hadn’t moved as Ella took off her helmet and hung the sleek black dome on the handle bars. She shook out her untethered hair. It fell in careless disorder around her shoulders, just like in a shampoo commercial, and she smiled to herself. She’d always wanted to do that. Sadly, biker moll was as far removed from her ponytailed school marm persona as was possible—she was as nerdy today as she’d always been.
But Huntley didn’t know that.
She heard the scandalised whispers of two familiar old biddies, who were drinking lemonade on the rickety wooden church pew that had sat outside the Crown for as long as anyone could remember. Ella wondered if the good citizens of Huntley had ever stopped to ponder the irony of religion and sin so intertwined.
The town was so quiet she could have heard a bee flap its wings in the next state. Good. She had their attention.
She heard the rasp of her denim clad thighs as she turned resolutely toward her target, squared her shoulders and strode past the women on the pew. “Afternoon, Miss Simmons, Miss Aberfoyle,” she said, not bothering to wait for an acknowledgment. She pushed the pub door open and for a second wished it was one of those swinging doors she’d seen in a hundred Wild West movies. She’d ridden into town for a showdown, hadn’t she?
It took a few seconds for her eyes to adjust from the bright spring day to the dim interior of Huntley’s oldest liquor establishment. The patrons inside the pub stopped mid-conversation to stare at Ella. The only sound was Smokie crooning about living next door to Alice from the jukebox in the corner.
Ella didn’t bother to look around. She knew he was in town and exactly where he’d be. She’d seen him at the funeral yesterday, standing in the distance under the lilac canopy of a blooming jacaranda. Like his father before him, Jake Prince was behind the bar.
She approached the bar, coming to a halt beside Mrs. Coleman, Huntley’s librarian, decked out in her twin set and pearls and perched primly on a stool sipping a lemon, lime and bitters.
Jake regarded Ella Lucas for a moment. She’d changed. Matured. He guessed twenty years would do that to you.
God knew these days he felt ancient.
He’d seen her quiet dignity at the funeral yesterday in the face of Huntley’s glaring hypocrisy and admired the hell out of her for it. The townsfolk had been there in full force, their ghoulish delight at Rachel finally being put asunder barely disguised. She had weathered it all with a mellow poise that had called every faux mourner to account.
But time, it seemed, hadn’t erased her troubled blue gaze. Or the way it still clawed at his gut in some form of primal recognition. How often in the years they’d all but silently co-existed had he related to her torment? Understood the caged misery of her gaze?
Her eyes were still telling him the same old story. She wanted out.
Oh, Lady, you’re preaching to the choir.
He picked up a hot glass from the rack and casually dried it off. “Ella.”
A beat or two passed. Neither of them said anything and everyone in the pub inched slightly closer.
“I’m so sorry about your mother’s passing.”
Ella nodded, swallowing a sudden lump in her throat. He’d be about the only one who was—she wasn’t entirely sure she was sorry herself. The harshness of the concession almost sucked her breath away. What kind of a daughter was she? What kind of human being?
Disgust with herself intensified her grief, strengthening her purpose. “You still the bad boy around here, Jake?” She was proud of the way it came out. Her voice was steady. Clear.
“No way, ma’am,” he drawled, channeling his best country yokel. “Model citizen these days.”
So not what she wanted to hear. Her stomach fluttered as her bravado wavered, her gaze flicking to Mrs. Coleman. How the hell was she going to pull this off in front of the elegant octogenarian who had taught her how to use the Dewey Decimal System? Her plan had seemed so simple when she’d come up with it back in her mother’s house, with its memories and a hostile teenage brother goading her.
She took a deep, fortifying breath, determined to show them all. “Your dad still keep rooms in this establishment?”
Jake stopped his ministration with the glasses to look at her carefully. What the fuck? She was in jeans and a cute little gingham shirt that didn’t even show any cleavage but there was a directness in her gaze that left him in no doubt what she wanted. Desire slammed into his groin and he gripped the glass a little harder.
“What do you say? Wanna give everyone round here something real to talk about?”
Ella ignored the gasp from a rapt Mrs. Coleman. Her heartbeat thundered through her head. She felt thirteen years old again, as awkward beneath his scrutiny now as she’d been the night he’d picked her to slow dance with him at the only school disco she’d ever attended.
She couldn’t tell what he was thinking. His rugged face—still screaming “bad boy” despite his protestations—was completely impassive. Why didn’t he say something?
Jake regarded her for a few more seconds, the desperation in her gaze compelling. He glanced around at his patrons, all waiting with bated breath on his next move. He knew not a single one of them understood the demons that drove her. But he did.
He put the tea towel down and reached behind him to remove a key from the board. “Mind the bar, Kel,” he said to the peroxide blond staring at them.
The irritating noise of the barmaid’s gum chewing was suddenly silenced and Jake knew that Huntley was judging him. Them.
But when hadn’t they?
He turned back to Ella. “Ladies first.” He gestured.
Ella’s legs were shaking as she passed the gobsmacked spectators, ducking through the archway near the jukebox and turning left to head up the stairs. She could feel Jake’s gaze on her ass and Huntley’s reaction vaporized into nothingness. She wished she’d used the flab-buster Rosie had bought her last year for body sculpting instead of alternative art for her office.
Jake overtook her at the top of the stairs, striding down the corridor to room seven. He inserted the key in the lock, pushed the door open and strode inside.
“What’s this about, Ella?” he asked, turning.
Ella kicked the door shut after her and launched herself at the wall of his chest. She heard the intake of his breath at her impact and ignored it. The man was a star footballer—had been for years—he could certainly hold his own with a girl.
She raised herself on her tippy toes, awkwardly mashing her lips into his, stopping his protest. Her hands dragged his neck down, her fingers moving to the back of his head, delighting in the charcoal spikiness of his buzz cut.
Jake wrestled her hands from his neck and pulled his mouth away with difficulty – mostly because he didn’t want to. Hell, Ella Lucas had certainly graduated with honors in the kissing stakes. She’d come a long way since the sweet innocence of the brief shy press of lips she’d granted him at the end of that particularly memorable dance at the Huntley High disco.
There was nothing sweet about Ella Lucas’s kiss now. It was hot and hungry. Intense. Greedy. He could taste her desperation and a yearning that struck him straight in the solar plexus. He held her at arm’s length, the sound of his breathing falling harshly between them. “Ella, don’t let them get to you. You were always too classy for this town.”
Ella growled in frustration, struggling against his hands, straining to get closer. “Damn it, Jake. I’m not a kid. I know what I want.”
“No, you don’t.”
Jesus Christ! Why did this town always think it knew what was best for her? She pushed against his bonds. “Yes, I bloody do. I’m thirty-four, Jake. I’ve been making up my mind for a lot of years.”
“This isn’t about you and me. And you know it.”
Ella almost laughed in his face. “I want to have sex with you, Jake. Since when did you give a shit about a woman’s motivation?”
Good point. But Ella was different. He didn’t know why. She just was. She always had been. The only girl in his fifteen miserable years in this town that had barely looked at him.
And he wasn’t foolish enough to believe this was about sex either. It was about hate and frustration and grief and they both knew it. He felt her muscles flexing, straining against his hands and her caged lust surged towards him on a waft of pheromones that almost bought him to his knees. But someone had to be mature here.
It was a shock to realize it was going to have to be him. “It’s okay. No one has to know it didn’t happen,” he said in his very best placatory voice. “We’ll just hang here for a bit then go on down.”
Ella could see he was determined to be honorable Jake and couldn’t believe he’d choose to develop a conscience on the one day she needed him to be the screw-anything-that-moved Jake of tabloid fame. She gritted her teeth.
“I don’t want to hang.” His gentle restraint on her arms was way more exciting than it should have been and she was over his whole protesting-too-much bit. Time to step it up. “I want you to fuck me. Quick and hard. And when you’re done with that, I want it long and slow.”
Jake swallowed. Her crude request had a predictable effect. Little Ella Lucas—science geek, math nerd, teacher’s pet—who had barely said boo to him all those years they’d weathered Huntley’s gossip, could speak dirty with the best of them.
“What’s the matter?” she taunted. “Is your injury more extensive than first thought? Can you not perform?”
Ella had heard talk yesterday that Jake was back in Huntley resting up his “groin”. For a man whose groin, according to the tabloids, seemed to rest very little, it must be a frustrating experience. She could help him with that.
Jake shot her a sardonic half smile. “I can perform just fine.”
Ella smiled. “Excellent.”
“You’ll hate yourself for it later,” Jake sighed.
Ella stopped struggling. Of course she would—she just didn’t do casual sex. But this was bigger than her.
“Jake Prince, in the last twenty-four hours, I’ve buried my mother, inherited a teenage brother I never knew existed and discovered that the entire town thinks I ran off with the school principal at the age of seventeen. If I’m going to be damned for my loose ways then you better believe I want to at least reap the benefits.”
Jake, feeling the resistance in her muscles ebb, let her go warily, relieved when she stood placidly, making no attempt to move closer. He’d been long gone when the scandal had rocked Huntley but he’d heard the rumours over the years on his brief sojourns home. “You’re angry.”
“No, Jake—I’m furious.”
He shrugged. “I guess you have a right to be.”
“You guess?” Ella felt her anger surge inside her again, swelling to tsunami-like proportions. “They knew me, Jake. This town. They knew me better than that.”
She took a step toward him, feeling a very unreasonable urge to pummel her fists against the solid wall of his chest. What did he know about how difficult it had been for her? Jake, who’d been given a get-out-of-jail-free card by a big city football club. Kick a pointy ball around a piece of grass and the world was your oyster; work your butt off at school and people accused you of sleeping with the principal. She lifted her hands and then clenched them, shocked that she’d almost followed the violent impulse. They came to rest against his shirt and she bunched the fabric tight, rage still simmering beneath her skin.
His top button was at her eye level and suddenly her frustration found a more constructive outlet. She fingered the plastic disk. Jake placed a hand against hers and she batted it away.
“I was a valedictorian,” she muttered. A red mist lashed her insides and fogged her vision, making dexterity impossible. All her pent-up hostility was now concentrated on a little piece of plastic.
“I won the academic medal for five years straight,” she growled, feeling like a two-year-old who hadn’t yet learnt the art of undressing. Her badly shaking fingers fumbled with the button. It finally popped and she made a triumphant noise in the back of her throat.
“I tutored kids for free,” she told the next button, having as much trouble as the first.
“Ella.” He placed his hand on hers again.
She shook it off and took a deep, steadying breath, the mist lifting a little. “I volunteered at the old folks’ home.” The button popped. “I sponsored a child in Africa.” Another disk fell victim to her steadier fingers. “I still do.”
She looked him square in the eye. “I was a girl guide.”
Jake watched her, bemused, struggling with his buttons and her emotions. He knew better than anyone how hard it was to grow up in a place that ostracized you for the sins of a parent. How unfair it was. How crazy it could make you.
And he was trying really hard to do the right thing but Ella’s mood was heady with seething sexuality. Her anger and frustration, and no doubt her grief, had morphed into a raw, sexual cocktail. She needed to burn off some heat. And he was her explosive of choice.
After years of avoiding his gaze she was looking right at him.
The last button gave way and she pushed the shirt off his shoulders. She pressed her nose to his sternum and inhaled. It seemed like such an innocent thing to do in the middle of her seduction and it took him back a lot of years.
To the high school dance.
To how he’d lain awake later that night running his tongue over his lips, savouring the taste of her.
“It doesn’t matter what they think,” he said, his resolve to do the right thing weakening by the second.
Ella knew he was right. Jesus! She had three university degrees in right. She wasn’t here for his Dr. Phil advice. She was here for the sex. And from what she heard, Jake had more than a few degrees in that.
His chest was smooth and she touched it tentatively, the beat of his heart pulsing against her hand. He had a tattoo of some kind of demonic superhero, the Phantom meets Wolverine, on his left pec and she traced it with her finger.
“It matters to me.”
“Ella,” he murmured. “It won’t help.”
“Wanna bet?” She put her mouth where her finger had been and licked the length of the tattoo as she reached for the button of his jeans.
“Whoa there.” He shifted, covering her hand with his, holding her away from him. “This is wrong.”
Ella almost screamed in frustration as she dropped her hand from his waistband. She’d come here for one thing and she was damned if she was leaving without it. “We’re two consenting adults, Jake. This has right written all over it.”
“I think doing this the day after you buried your mother is maybe not the wisest way to cope.”
Ella looked at him. Since when had he become so damn smart? “Why don’t you let me decide what’s the healthiest way to cope with my grief?”
Jake was running out of reasons why he shouldn’t just throw caution to the wind like she obviously had. He wasn’t even certain why he was putting up such a fight. “I don’t have any condoms.”
Ella quirked an eyebrow. That she found hard to believe. Not that it mattered.
She reached into her back pocket and pulled out a strip of five, her gaze never leaving his. They concertinaed down like a pack of magic cards. She threw them at him and they bounced off his chest and fell to the floor. “That should do us.”
Jake looked down at the little foil packets of temptation. Five? He swallowed as his gaze returned to hers. “Kel’s off shift in an hour.”
“Then why are you wasting time pretending you don’t want to do this?”
His gaze flicked briefly to the condoms again and he shut his eyes against their lure.
Ella gave a frustrated growl low in her throat at his continued reticence. “You know, Jake, this wasn’t how I pictured it.”
Jake laughed. “How’d you picture it?”
Ella glared at him. She needed a plan B. Thinking quickly, she grasped the knot at her navel where the edges of her checkered shirt had been tied firmly together and undid it. Then she ripped the shirt open, sending buttons flying, and stripped it off, flinging it to the ground at his feet beside the condoms.
“You weren’t talking, for a start.”
Jake felt his laughter die on his lips. A gentleman may not have looked but there wasn’t one person in Huntley who would ever have accused Jake of being a gentleman. So he looked. In fact, he barely stopped himself from licking his lips.
He’d seen a bra like that hanging on the Lucas clothes line when he’d been fifteen. Red lace. D cup. He’d known it was Ella’s—Rachel had never been big on underwear. He felt all his good intentions slowly melt away and he swallowed. There was a point at which resistance becomes futile. And God help him, he’d reached that point. In fact, suddenly, he was way beyond it.
“I can do mute.”
It was Ella’s turn to laugh, knowing she had him as she reached behind and unclipped the bra, throwing it on the ground too.
“I can do deaf and blind also.”
“Well, what are you waiting for?” she demanded as she tugged on the waistband of his jeans and dragged him forward.
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Posted October 15, 2013 by Mark
We’re very excited to announce that Holding Out for a Hero by Amy Andrews is out now! The pre-release buzz has been awesome and we’re looking forward to many readers discovering and loving Amy’s new book, which is the first official release from Momentum Moonlight.
“Holding Out For A Hero is a fun sexy contemporary with an Australian flavour…” – Kaetrin’s Musings
“A funny, smexy contemporary romance with absolutely unique characters that are easy to love.” – Harlequin Junkie
“A heartwarming and inspiring story of never giving up, friendship, family and letting go.” – Beauty and Lace
“Intriguing, passionate, emotional and fun…” – Contemporary Romance Reviews
“Andrews’ ability to capture the ups and downs of familial relationships has never been in doubt, but here it adds a depth to what is essentially a love story.” – Exploits of a Chick Lit Aficionado
When sensible schoolteacher Ella Lucas rides into her home town on a Harley and seduces the resident football hero, Jake Prince, she figures she can be forgiven and move on. After all, she’s just buried her mother.
Two years later, back in the city, their paths cross again but this time Jake is in the process of destroying her favourite dive bar. With her home facing a wrecker’s ball, her school being closed down and her 15-year-old brother hell bent on self-destruction, it’s the last straw. Throw in a dominatrix best friend who is dating a blue ribbon guy so straight he still lives at home with his mother, it’s no wonder the sanest person in Ella’s life is a dog.
With all this to contend with, the last thing Ella needs is Jake back in her life. But, as fate would have it, Jake is the only chance she has to save her school.
As the school football season heats up, old secrets threaten to surface and Ella takes on greedy developers, school boards and national tabloids. But can she save not just her home, her school and her brother, but also the reputation of the man she’s never been able to forget? And, more importantly, does she want to?
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Posted October 9, 2013 by Mark
The Girl Who Didn’t Dream
Claudette lay awake in the dark listening to her brother’s nightmares. Blake’s anguished moans and mumbled protests were so clear through the thin wall separating their rooms that he might well have been lying next to her. For three months now, Blake’s cries had consistently rung through their terrace and disrupted everyone’s sleep, save for Claudette, who rarely slept. What horrors chased him in his sleep? And why did they return night after night?
While listening, she tried to imagine something terrible and frightening – something that might make her cry out in her sleep – but couldn’t. She and Blake were twins, yet shared little more than the same green eyes. Blake had nightmares; Claudette couldn’t remember the last time she’d dreamt. Her brother had imagination. She had none, and did not miss it.
Something small and hard bounced off her bedroom window – a stone. Claudette’s heart quickened as she stole out of bed and stepped lightly across the cold floorboards. Outside, the amber gaslights shone dully over the snow-covered street. Standing beneath one of the gaslights was a young man. Seeing her at the window, he took off his hat and raised his hand in greeting. Simon Fontellier’s dimpled smile was wide; his blonde curls gleamed coppery in the light. He was beautiful and he was there for her.
Grinning back at him, Claudette motioned for Simon to wait and quickly slipped on the dress and gloves she’d laid out before bed. She didn’t dare turn on the lamp for fear of alerting Mrs Aldenkamp, the housekeeper, who was known to sit up late reading. Luckily, Claudette’s vision was sharper than most and there was enough light spilling in through the window to check her reflection in the vanity.
The dress fitted well. It was violet with black embroidery running along the hem and sleeves. Now all she needed was her hat. She balanced it delicately upon her dark tresses and gathered her boots – deciding stockinged feet was the stealthy option for tiptoeing out of the house. As she reached the threshold of her room she heard Blake cry out loudly again. She paused, holding her breath. Sometimes his night terrors drew Mother. When no footsteps came, Claudette exhaled and slipped into the hallway. Evidently, her mother had grown as inured to Blake’s nightmares as Claudette had.
The silence of the house weighed heavily upon her and was broken only by the steady ticking of the grandfather clock down the hall. While moving towards the parlour, Claudette was conscious of every creaking floorboard and the seemingly deafening whisper of her dress. At any moment she expected to hear her parents’ bedroom door thrown open, followed by her mother’s angry voice demanding to know what Claudette was doing.
What was she doing?
Three weeks ago, Simon had accosted her in the street while she and Blake were on their way to their tutorial with Professor Klamer. Seemingly unconcerned about risking impropriety, Simon had loudly declared her to be one of the most elegant young ladies in all of Amsterdam. Blake, always the protective brother, had sent him on his way, but not before Simon had coaxed her name – or, rather, the name her family was using in this city. Pascal. This was all Simon had needed to begin sending her letters, letters which she’d had to quickly retrieve and hide from Mrs Aldenkamp, who would surely have told Mother. Claudette was not allowed to have friends. That was one of the rules.
Nevertheless, she and Simon had begun a secret correspondence. Each of his letters had grown more passionate, culminating in his invitation tonight. He was going to take her to the dance halls near Leidseplein, a part of the city renowned for its exciting nightlife. A life that had heretofore been kept from Claudette. The only dancing she’d ever done was by herself in her room. The prospect of being able to dance with others, let alone a man such as Simon Fontellier, was almost deliriously attractive. She felt flushed just thinking about it.
A low fire was crackling in the hearth as Claudette crept into the parlour. Mrs Aldenkamp would normally have extinguished it by this late hour, so perhaps she was still awake somewhere in the house. Quickening her step, Claudette reached for the front door.
‘My dear, you have chosen poorly. I believe orange and teal are the fashionable colours of the season.’
With a gasp, Claudette whirled around. Sitting in the armchair by the fire, a pipe in hand, was her father, Ariman. She had somehow failed to notice him in her haste to be gone. The tiny glowing ember of his pipe flared brilliantly as her father inhaled, splashing light across his features. He did not look pleased.
‘Father! I thought you were travelling?’
‘Clearly. I cannot imagine you would have disregarded my authority otherwise.’
‘I wasn’t. I was …’ Claudette swallowed desperately, trying to form a plausible excuse.
‘Taking the night air? Alone, I suppose?’
‘No. Yes.’ She sighed, defeated.
‘I’m afraid you will have to disappoint Master Fontellier.’
Claudette felt colour rise to her cheeks. ‘How – have you been spying on me?’
‘Yes,’ he answered simply. ‘With good cause, it seems, as you clearly lack the intelligence to govern yourself.’
‘If I have acted irresponsibly, Father, it was only out of desperation. I was only going to be gone for an hour. Two hours at most.’
‘You know why you are not allowed to leave the house unattended.’
‘Unattended? I would be with Simon. Besides, we have heard nothing of Victor or the Bane for months!’
Victor Bonnaire. The name held almost biblical power for Claudette. For as long as she could remember, her family had been fleeing from Victor and the shadowy group of men who represented him, The Devil’s Bane. Claudette had lost count of the number of times she’d been woken by one of her parents in the middle of the night and told to ready herself for a hasty departure. It had happened so often that those occasions had become more irritating than terrifying. All it would take was a rumour of the Bane from one of Father’s contacts and her family would be forced to flee to a new destination. What made matters worse was that Claudette had never seen evidence of their pursuers. Being told to run from an invisible terror seemed not only counterintuitive, but also foolish. She would question the Bane’s very existence, were it not for the frightened look that came into her mother’s eyes on the rare occasions when Victor’s name was mentioned.
Her father took another toke of his pipe, his voice retaining that maddening calm which made Claudette feel even angrier. ‘I understand your frustration, Claudette. Truly I do. But the nights are not safe for you. Not yet. And that Fontellier boy, well … there will be other suitors more deserving of your attention.’
‘What do you mean by that?’
‘The boy has a reputation for gambling. He has debts. Legendary debts. A scoundrel by all reports.’
‘How dare you speak about Simon like that! You choose to believe bar-room gossip over your daughter? Simon’s family is highly respected. They live in one of the finest houses –’
‘Fine houses, dear daughter, do not necessarily fine gentlemen make.’
Now the angry words sprang forth from her. ‘You sit there in judgement of a man you’ve never met like some paragon of morality. If you are so fine a man, Father, then why do you live this fugitive life? What sins darken your past? Answer me that!’
Claudette couldn’t be sure, but she suspected her father sighed deeply in the shadows before answering.
‘When the time comes –’
‘Spare me, Father. This “inevitability” you speak of is an illusion. I’m doomed to spend my life running and not know why?’
Claudette glared at him silently, wishing she had the courage to walk right through the front door, his rules be damned! In the end, she simply turned brusquely on her heel. Only when she had returned to the dark of her room and saw that Simon had gone did she allow the tears to come.
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Posted September 6, 2013 by Mark
In this episode, we talk to erotic romance author S.A. Gordon about sex, politics, power, romance, and her new novel Hung Parliament. We also make predictions for the upcoming Australian Federal Election, that will probably be out of date by the time you listen to this.
S.A. Gordon’s Tumblr, The Poll Vault
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Momentum, the digital-first imprint of Pan Macmillan Australia, is announcing the launch of Momentum Moonlight, a romance community and publishing imprint, aimed at publishing new romance, erotica and new adult titles in addition to building a community of romance readers.
Momentum publisher, Joel Naoum, said, “Genre is a major part of digital publishing, and Moonlight reflects Momentum’s dedication to the romance genre in particular. The romance reading community are voracious, passionate and increasingly form their communities online. We want to make sure we are in the same space as our readers.”
Momentum will publish two romance titles per month in 2014 under the Moonlight imprint, from a range of new and established authors. A new website and blog have been launched to complement Momentum’s already strong online presence and can be found at www.momentummoonlight.com. Website visitors will also have the opportunity to contribute their opinions and posts to the blog.
Among the romance authors that Momentum has already published are Kylie Scott, Caitlyn Nicholas, Jane Tara, Erica Hayes, Rhian Cahill, Lexxi Couper, Tracey O’Hara and SE Gilchrist, with several authors forthcoming in 2013, including Amy Andrews and Mae Archer.
“Many romance readers and writers have a fantastic sense of community about them. We’re all passionate about emotionally satisfying, well written stories. It’s not just about recommending the next great read, but also about encouraging and helping each other succeed in getting that story down on the page and published,” said Kylie Scott, author of USA Today and Amazon Top 20 bestseller, Lick, published by Momentum in July 2013.
“The success of authors like Kylie Scott reflects the way that romance readers and writers come together to support each other and celebrate each other’s successes. We hope the Moonlight community will help enhance these relationships for our readers and authors,” said Naoum.
For any further information about Moonlight, Momentum, or any of our authors, please contact Mark Harding, Digital Marketing Executive – Momentum: email@example.com
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Posted September 2, 2013 by Mark
Lana woke, gasping, her heart galloping in her chest as she looked around wildly. She was alone in the hospital bed. She took a shuddering breath and counted to ten, her hands clutching the sheet.
“It’s just a dream,” she murmured, the sound of her voice soothing her. Forcing her hands to unclench, she sat up slowly, her ribs aching faintly with each movement. She pushed her hair away from her face. She’d had the dream every night since she’d been in hospital and each time it lasted longer; last night she’d woken while floating above the street.
The door opened and Bess, her nurse, walked in. “Are you ready, Mrs Walker?”
Lana nodded hesitantly. Even after a week of being told she was Alannah Walker, she was shocked each time she was called by that name.
“Why don’t you change in the bathroom?” Bess handed her a lemon and white plaid wool suit.
Lana closed the bathroom door behind her and leaned on the basin. Looking down, she touched her bare ring finger. A light flashed across her eyes and her vision swam then cleared to reveal a rose-shaped ring on her finger. She blinked, and her hand was bare again.
Goose pimples broke out on her skin. Her hands tightened on the basin as her legs shook. Breathing shallowly, she waited for her strength to return. She turned on the tap and washed her face. She looked at herself in the mirror and saw a stranger with the same pale blond hair and blue eyes, but where her own face was round and rosy-cheeked, making her look younger than her twenty-five years, this face was angular and had a sickly pallor. She ran her palms over the sharp planes of her cheeks. Her skin felt papery and blue veins could clearly be seen the surface. What had happened to her?
She pushed away from the basin and stripped. As she pulled on the skirt, she became aware of the tenderness of her bruises. The suit was closely fitted and the waistband cut into her, pulling on her skin and making her ribs hurt. Thankfully the piercing pain she’d felt upon first waking in the emergency room had settled into a dull ache over the past few weeks. She looked down as she slipped her feet into white shoes and saw her smooth, bare calves. It all felt so … wrong.
She smoothed her damp palms on the skirt, a nervous flutter beginning in her stomach, before she turned the doorknob.
Bess greeted her with a smile. “Your husband just left.”
Lana exhaled at the reprieve. She knew she was being a child because she’d have to see him eventually, but not yet. She needed more time.
“I’ll go tell Dr Chaine you’re ready.”
Lana nodded and sat down, her body protesting with each motion. Shifting in the seat, she tried to find a comfortable position. Her toes were squashed in the pointy shoes and she couldn’t wiggle them. She hated pointy shoes. Closing her eyes, she tried to force a concrete memory of her own shoes, but it danced away. She lifted her hands to her face and rubbed at her temple. Why couldn’t she remember?
Hearing footsteps, she turned as Dr Jeremy Chaine arrived by her bed.
“So how are you this morning?”
Lana forced a smile to her lips. “Fine.”
He wrote a notation on the chart and looked at her. “Have you remembered anything further?”
She shook her head.
He must have seen the apprehension in her eyes, because he continued. “Don’t worry, everything will be fine. I have every confidence that your memory will return once you’re in familiar surroundings.”
At this point, the Jeremy she’d known would have reached out and touched her gently on the arm, giving her the comfort of a physical touch. But this Jeremy turned to speak to Bess as if Lana wasn’t in the room.
Lana kept her gaze on the doctor’s bare left hand. She was finally starting to believe that he really didn’t know her.
Her memory was like Swiss cheese, tangible certainty filled with bubbles of blankness. When she’d seen Jeremy for the first time, she’d instantly had a flashback of her friend Vanessa. Seeing his left hand unadorned, and Bess’s possessive looks when Lana had tried to convince Jeremy he was married to her best friend, she’d thought she was in the midst of a nightmare. It was only when she’d felt the sharp pinprick of a needle in her arm, and that Jeremy clearly didn’t recognize her, that she’d realized something was terribly wrong.
Out of the corner of her eye, she saw Bess tensing. After a week of testing him by describing his and Vanessa’s wedding ceremony and reception, and tossing out the stray bits of information she’d known about him, Lana was ready to give up the quest.
She shook her head. She was beginning to believe that either she was crazy, or the car accident they told her she was in had damaged her memory. How else could she explain the flashes of recall that were totally at odds to what they told her was her life. “I’ll show Tristan in.” Jeremy looked at her, waiting for her reaction.
Lana returned his gaze impassively. He turned away and ushered in the man they said was her husband. She held her breath as the black wavy hair came into view and she had a faint sense of recognition, but when she saw the stranger’s thick eyebrows and taut face the sensation faded. As he approached her, she clenched her hands in her lap and held her panic at bay. His sharp eyes were intent on her face and she knew he was watching for signs that she would lash out at him again.
He bent to kiss her. She kept still, aware of Bess’s and Jeremy’s suspicious eyes on her. The man must have sensed her reluctance because he hesitated, his lips hovering just above her cheek. She put her hand on his arm and pulled him toward her. His kiss was perfunctory, and when it was over he placed his arm around her shoulders and turned to face Jeremy.
“Bess and I will give you some time alone.” Jeremy held the door for the nurse.
As soon as the door closed, Tristan removed his arm and moved away. “Are you ready?” He lifted her suitcase.
She nodded, looking at the floor. He started walking to the door, but she tugged at his arm, stopping him. She felt his muscles tense under her fingers and quickly removed her hand.
“I wanted to apologize,” she said to his back.
He turned to look at her.
“For the way I reacted.” Her throat dried and she swallowed rapidly. “I was confused after waking —”
“No explanation is necessary, Alannah.” He placed a hand under her elbow and helped her up effortlessly. His strength made her shrink within herself. But she didn’t resist as he pulled her to him and led her out the door.
She realized that Tristan was matching his long strides to her short, tottering steps – she was walking as if she’d never worn heels. His arm tightened around her shoulders and she felt his patience, smoothing her awkwardness until her steps lengthened and she walked with assurance.
The smell of sweat and wood rose from his skin. His skin was tanned, as though he worked in the sun. The first time she’d seen him, she’d been struck by a sense of déjà vu. She’d seen the shimmer of another face with paler skin and gentler features. She winced to herself as she remembered her hysterical shouts of denial when he’d told her he was her husband.
Tristan walked to a red Ford truck in the hospital’s parking lot and placed her bag in the back before opening the passenger door.
“Sorry, I just came from work and didn’t get a chance to go through the carwash this morning.”
She frowned. Why would she care if the car was dirty? She’d started shivering when they walked outside, her stockinged legs exposed to the crispness of spring. He looked at her as she rubbed at her arms and reached into the front seat to retrieve a coat then bundled her into it.
She glanced at the step to the cab, and he bent and placed his hands behind her knees, lifting her in his arms. Panic seized her and she tensed.
He carefully placed her on the passenger seat. “I won’t hurt you, ever.”
She saw his frustration in his eyes and lifted her hand, wanting to place it against his cheek and comfort him.
He stilled, waiting for her touch, the look in his eyes softening.
Her hand hovered, but in the end she couldn’t. She made a fist and lowered her arm, flinching when he closed the passenger door with a slam.
The wind billowed his Celtics T-shirt against his broad chest as he circled the car to the driver’s door. There were smudges of dirt on his jeans. He wasn’t the kind of man she was usually attracted to – she liked men who were less visibly masculine; a man who didn’t make her aware of her vulnerability with every breath. Someone who was tender, someone more like Fra —
Pain cut through her temple. She cut a quick look at Tristan. He was looking out for oncoming traffic. By the time he’d turned into the street and was staring through the windshield, she was sitting with her hands on her lap, gritting her teeth until the pain eased slightly.
As they wound through the streets to what was supposed to be her home, her already tense muscles clenched tighter. Unclenching her hands and stamping her feet did little to ease the tension. As Tristan turned the truck into the driveway of an apartment block, dread settled in her stomach.
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Posted August 29, 2013 by Mark
S.A. Gordon, author of political erotic romance novel Hung Parliament, has launched a new tumblr making fun of the 2013 federal election campaign. Click on any of the images below to visit The Poll Vault, and don’t forget to buy a copy of Hung Parliament!
Leader of the Opposition Tony Abbott resists the impulse to nuzzle this unsuspecting voter’s hair – but only just.
For an uncomfortable moment, Kev remembers how Han Solo ended up spending an unscheduled amount of time in Jabba the Hutt’s lair. Almost simultaneously he realises that Albo is no Luke Skywalker.
Although they’ve lost Kurt, Marta and Gretl somewhere on the mountainside, Freidrich suggests to Liesl that the remaining von Trapp children start their vocal exercises ahead of a performance of ‘The Lonely Goatherd’.
‘Why on earth would he be taking a selfie in here? And can’t he tell that his focus is off?’ Shadow Minister for Communications and Broadband Malcolm Turnbull fails to rationalise the behaviour of Manager of Opposition Business Christopher Pyne.
In the dark heart of winter, an election is called. Two parties will vie for supremacy. Two leaders, Grace Hammond and David Bartley, will do battle to take charge of the land. It would all be so straightforward if they weren’t already having an affair.
Amidst accusations of corruption, treachery and murky deals done with large corporations, network news correspondent Chopper (not his real name) knows whose fingerprints are on what and who is about to stab who in the back. That doesn’t mean he’ll run the story, though, even when it’s a story that could take down both leaders and create the biggest scandal ever seen in the nation’s politics.
The web of relationships and the network of secrets on which the national capital runs mean that Chopper’s decisions are never straightforward. He has people to protect, and people to expose – but the real test comes when they turn out to be one and the same.erotica, hung parliament, politics, romance, s.a. gordon
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Posted August 23, 2013 by Craig Hildebrand-Burke
I like to think that love stories exist on a spectrum. A kaleidoscopic spectrum. From the unfulfilled unrequited yearnings of immature obsession, to the all-consuming explosive tragedies of love that exceeded its capabilities. And then dotted in between are all the happy (and not so happy) stories of desire, adoration and weird attraction.
Traditionally, this is the most recognisable form of a love story. It carries with it the loss of reason and logic in the face of overwhelming emotion, and at its heart contains the idea that romantic love is all about desire: a desire of a person’s whole being to be united to something or someone. Romantic love desires completion, but the romance is in the yearning and searching for it, rarely in the attaining. Most unrequited love stories and tragic love stories fall into this end of the spectrum, as Anne recently described.
Love and Loss
Another way of measuring the worth of love in a story is by the melancholic haze of a character experiencing the loss of their greatest love. The loss of love in a story generates a loss of the character’s interest in their world, a loss of inhibitions, a loss of self respect, and generally an enormous increase in alcohol, cigarettes, more alcohol, and walking in the rain. The story here isn’t in the love, it’s in the ability to return to a state where one can love.
For some reason, adultery is a rather common thing in love stories. It must be because of the breaking-the-rules aspect stories about adultery contain. If the value of love stories is in the strength of the love depicted, then a love that smashes doors down and breaks vows is seen as a magnificent specimen of the genre. The problem is, adulterous love smashes everything, and leaves nothing but the love at the end.
The key here is also to not merely think of adultery as ‘adultery’. But rather, as any form of love that needs to break barriers in order to exist, be it legal, cultural, racial, and so on.
An odd but important shade on the love spectrum. Stories of narcissistic love often masquerade as traditional romantic love stories, but then disintegrate into something strange and weird. The object of desire is changed, or manipulated, or often removed from the equation entirely, as the lover realises that what they want most, in fact, is themselves. Usually a new and improved version, though.
(It’s quite interesting to read Fight Club in this vein, as a side note.)
Stranger and weirder. Not exactly as it sounds, but more in the psychosexual Freudian version of bestial love, these stories generate interesting explorations of the lover’s own psyche, in the roots of attraction and the mechanisms of nature and society that either enhance or diminish our bestial natures. The love can be platonic, and often as a path to finding romantic love elsewhere (think King Kong), though often bestial love stories are presented more as a conflict between rivals for the lover’s affection (man versus nature, instinct versus reason). Francis Ford Coppola’s film version of Dracula is peak bestial love story.
Think metaphorically with this one, okay?
Not as Cultural Theory 101 as it might sound, this is more about the idea that a love story can be a love story even if love is not the eventual goal of the plot. Very good romantic comedies move into this territory, where it’s really about the central lover realising that their current love may just be a step towards something else. It carries the idea that love is merely love – it’s not world-ending, or defining, or anything really, other than just love. A love.
The love that never ends. For all its struggles against convention, circumstance, gender expectations, and frankly any old conflict that seeks to get in the way, its the love that aims to rise beyond the means and expectations of its own story and exist perpetually. Usually in oblivion, but still, forever. Generally these are the love stories that would be utterly conventional and dull if it weren’t for the conflict that stands between the two lovers and living happily ever after, and that conflict forces them to find an alternate path to a life together.
Look, they usually die in the end okay? But, you know, romantically.Tagged: Books, films, list, love stories, reading, romance
Posted August 16, 2013 by Mark
Here are the five most popular blog posts this week on Momentum
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